I know what you are going through. My family and I are struggling as well to make ends meet during this hoilday season. we have applied for toys for tots. Which is through the marine corp. You can google toys for tots in your area and they will guide you where to go in your city, they provide toys for kids and a turkey, also most non- profit organizations, such as churches, do Angel Tree, you can also talk to your local schools, they can help you too. I don't know if your local welfare dept, could help you with food, of course it all depends on how much you make, petty sometimes. Some churches will help with bills, registration, or rent. I hope some of this is helpful, Good luck to you and your family, this Christmas Season... keep the faith and you will be in my prayers!!